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It's official I missed sweet on geeks sad I know but I need to move on it's a foul deed that I'm still going nutty over the cosplayers (female) among other things still I gotta move on speaking of which went online last night to seek out an old acquaintance anywho I kinda imagine her to be like a constable ( a sexy one at that) anyway I gotta go so many pretty ladies gone from life I only saw them from a distance okay I take my leave
Okay did I menton the fact that I'm trying as of now staying away from the smut it's going to be hell I know but it's the only way but still I'm a guy it sucks to be a pure soul this day and age but hey come on we're all need to pop the cherry this is part of growing up and a fan favorite once said "life moves pretty fast if you don't stop and look you could miss it". Okay in other news my job keeps changing hours changing days it goes to show that maybe now Now what? I got no idea anymore pretty much all I know winter is going to be pure snowy hell and Mother Nature is going to be a bitch maybe well I gotta go hasta la vista.
This reminds me of that book the american male about a nameless guy with problems relationship problems anyway I think it's high time now and forever that I gotta go the distance what distance you ask............. Try to be an adult.
I'm still a big ol prev but hey moving on is tough to do and speaking of moving I need to do this comic store thing you know go state to state find the best comic shops been kinda of an obsession for a long time but I made a vow not to go off the deep end for this sort of thing in fact since my OCD has ways of making me look insane I figure the best idea on this problem is to have some kind of............. Okay so I'm still mental I'm still desiring for this comic book state nonsense among other things so yeah I'm not such a good guy after all but still I'm decent enough to admit that I'm praying for help any help to be better and this is why I'm not a good Christian either til next time children.
I'm very disgusted with myself not really I'm disgusted by the fact that I'm still a deviant (more like me getting into deviant behavior) still I need to move on it's that dumb song saids growing up is hard to do I can see why half of the people my age (in their 20's or a bit older) really go nutty when stuff happens to them me for an example all my friends are married or with child or in between I'm still here............ As a struggling I.T wannabe trying to have a career all the while going online ordering comics also family issues so yea I'm nutty as hell I keep going online to the porn and I realize it's not enough I mean I want to do something to have fun instead of being depressed working in a supermarket but I can't give up I feel like I'm Sam Jackson from that bruce willis movie unbreakable me being obsessive over comics pursuing a real life superhero now that right there is pure sadness I can see why mister glass is so damn lonely I don't want to be him I don't want to be pursuing anybody all my life I try to be a good guy but every once and a while I screw up badly so now when I'm older I'm just going to be some middle age schmuck going to the strip clubs trying to hustle but I got a feeling none of those things are my future but if I don't find a tech job soon consider my retirement plans of chasing young women getting into fights jack nicholson style as my routine for now on. Okay that was emotional I smell bad and since sometimes my sister doesn't believe I spruce up everyday her loss but I tell ya I try my best to be a professional but these days I ask myself the eternal question a professional of what oh well I know someday fate will intervene probably then somebody will hook me up with a software job (if I for my college creds) if that............ Well I gotta go now I'm starting to regret working four days I hate going to the bathroom when my stomach is acting up sorry kinda "touchy" today last night arguing with the sister about dumb crap til next time boppers.
I'm watching cowboy bebop I never notice before but it has some very deep romantic overtones I can see why spike is so determined to find juila I could learn a lesson or two from this show like maybe I'm out of my league when it comes to pretty women but it's also why I'm having issues not at just work and home but in the relationship zone I never had anyone close no woman ever enter my life I guess you can say I'm not an easy catch but back to my problem I keep acting dirty basically I keep using the smut as an escape more importantly I keep acting up like a fiend too much so I'm saying no more. Here's the deal I'm obsessively getting off on porn starlets who do geeky things so this is the reason why I need help on my "connections" with people but more then that I want a normal relationship all righty I gotta go byebye.
I think now it's the time I bury not just tiny pieces of myself but the past it's always the past that has a bad vibe but who really cares about that..... Anyway I just finished my shifts I got a couple of days before I let old man essence destroy what's left of my energies when I'm doing my supermarket thing times like this I'd wish to god I could've been a military man or a cop yeah that's so sad and still I'm doing my "star" search on a certain milf who does cosplay alight that was painful well I gotta go I gots to get my rest then start the standing again oh man I need a desk job but I need to be active I mean I'am but I need time well til the next time.
This is my last time writing..... I'm watching Geoffrey Rush as a lonely antiques dealer seeing his character walking the streets of modern day Italy observing the couples and it looks like he's getting played by a rich girl I can relate here I'm am about to be 30 I never truly experience the joys of being in the company of a woman ah screw it I'm not exactly mister anti-social I do try my best engaging in conversions it's sad to somebody having a crush only to realize that the object of your affection has somewhat killed your spirits but there plenty of fish in the sea. Well I gotta go last night I had an epiphany about what I really want who saids that the littlest of things don't give you the best ideas I gots to go I know one day I'll get lucky in the girl department.
Really my concluding comment of the year.............. I'm rewatching the marvel 75th anniversary special it sickens me that I keep acting like a madman glued to the gullible details of how my life should be I'm naive enough to believe that I might make it out alive but let's face facts I'm part of the spectrum I found out Seinfeld got some of the spectrum too............ No I can't be putting myself down not anymore okay so I screw up big time but I know I need this I need to really psych myself getting into the game if I can really believe in myself that I can work at marvel comics. It's save to say that I've loss it but I don't care anymore I've balls deep in comics since I was a kid and I'm not growing up anytime soon so I'll be thirty next year I haven't done anything with my life never made plans to go back to school I hate working in a supermarket to make matters worse my sister's family dynamic is somewhat crumbling but still I need to do this I need this marvel job if I can so there that's my only dream job I so desire to be in I know it's sad and a bit silly but come on can once we can at lease deal with our inner child well I gotta fly hasta.
Okay okay this is it THIS IS IT NO MORE WRITING....... Ok here's the thing I always wanted to join the military cyber command figure it can prove my worth but now I'm just a fat bastard with asperger's trying like hell to survive it goes to show that I'm just now wanted to have my dream job come true...... Joining marvel comics so I can do computer work and show graphic design so yea that's what I want well I gotta go fore I do just wanted to say that I did the best what I mean the best doing all I can to get goverment benefits it sucks I know. There's a part of me the valiant part wants me to go back to school get a degree get a life choose a job choose a wife the other part the deprave part wants to go sex crazy starting with my sister's cop husband still I want to go back to school adiós amigos may god give me the strength to do what's right really need help.
Okay this is a moment of weakness but serously this is my last time doing this......... I'm going gaga over the alternative side of modeling for instance the suicide girls has been in my thoughts the longest also zeroing in a brand new site in Canada my problem is that I'm going mental about this too much I'm suppose to be in a peaceful state of relaxation but nothing I'm getting tired I haven't work too much and yet I get worn out this is why I need assistance some sensual assistance well I gotta go before I do just wanted to say that I'm doing my best to change myself already I got a haircut some new winter threads new glasses (giving me a weird vibe) and still it's not enough I still want to be with a woman (an alternative woman that it is) nough said. Oh by the way next month is going to be a frozen hell for me so I gotta be optimistic in the face of danger either that or bitch & moan like my brother in law for the most dumbest things (jersey shore style) good bye goodbye for now no I'm saying so long forever.
This is for next month on New Year's Eve....... It seems to me that I keep on acting the fool (sexual fool that is) everytime I try to be normal my mind keeps on coming back to cotis yea I know it's stupid but come on man let's face it I'm a virgin and no it's not a dirty word (well to me it is sometimes I wish I can be 40 so I can act crazy like steve carell) but still I want to believe that a woman is out there for me I hate it when I'm not trying my best to please the oppsuite sex but it only goes to show now then ever I need a vacation perhaps to hedonism 2. Well it's save to say that I need an adjustment maybe my brother's right maybe I should move in with him but I need a female roommate if only I had known some people only time well I gotta go I maybe a comic book junkie but I'm still a man and a man has needs also I don't want to end up like that tall brit from the hbo show hello ladies he looks creepy as hell but a guy trying to find his girl somewhere in L.A either that or be bound to family drama not pretty at all if only I was a badass god I need some of those suicide girls something goodbye.
I know I know I know I know but I need to get this off my chest..... I feel weird for this certain cosplayer let's just say she somewhere in the tri-state like me she has done some artistic stuff but the sad part is I want to be with her but I can't more then that I feel crazy every time I go to her site in the larger sense I've become more involved with female cosplayers I tried to see where they at basic stalker skills I'm not a stalker I want this creppy feeling to go away but that something I'm learning to live with in other news mañana my last day of working and thus begins my weekend descent into New York madness it's funny you know I always thought if I had my own place I can surely get me a good woman but it's all romantic movie crap I still be living with my brother but not yet........ Okay that's stupid it's more like two old fat guys brawling each other and bitching and moaning about useless shit like some people I know alight I gots to go but I like to say this I'm a very idiotic romantic always am and will be til my end of days here I'am trying like hell to get this cosplayer's attention and I screw up as usual it's not doing too well for my mental health well I maybe a fool for love but I want to do good maybe someday if I'm not being just a harmless deviant a good and I mean a very good comic book collecting girl will be coming my way only then I won't act up like a nutty lover adios companeros
This is one so emotional............. It seems to me that when it comes to the opposite sex I'm completely alien I guess it's save to say that I need more practice on being charming let's just say one of my favorite jersey cosplayers gets a little rattled when men act like jackasses in front of her presence and this is why some women like that always doomed mankind when a dude acts sexist and crap anyway I learned know that it's time for me to really grow up I got no relationships (only to family) I'm not exactly dating material and I don't try to be romantic in layman's terms I got no mojo as doc brown once said: "25 years I always wanted to see the future" well as the doc was optimistic about seeing tomorrow my future is pretty much looking dark these days but I don't believe it I know one day I can make it now as for my costumed ladies it looks as if now I'm not so much interested in chicks wearing spandex all right completely the opposite I'm just going to slow down really slow down but conventions are my thing if I can calm myself when I go to the comic booths getting all the reprints that's going to be tough I gotta go really my ending to all this nonsense writing adios my angels.
Oh FYI since watching z nation and walking dead I kinda miss tony hawk's video games I hope they're make a brand new one (Z edition) I figure zombies are the new thing you can at lease add a couple to a skateboard game or use them as target practice call of duty style.
I'm a bad boy finite so here's the thing I wish to god I was kinda like macgyver but more then that I want to have his style of living you know working odd-jobs find excitement blah blah blah I know it's stupid cause he's an 80's character and plus the mullet but let's face it I need an adventure hell after years of chills & thrills maybe then I could've worked in the marvel comics group or be a secret agent oh boy I need therapy lots of it well farewell forever.
I'am ending my boring blog writing really the last ride.......... It seems I've been going about this the wrong way I mean I still want the macgyver lifestyle but I need some transitioning so my first order of business is destroying an old useless piece crap of phone but not yet I need some numbers anyway I thought it's time for an iPhone also I brave myself writing to a porn star but I'm still hopping for a one on one session with her if that...... In other news I got three days of work really sad and to top it off my crappy welfare cell officially kuputt not a nice thing but hey sometimes bad things can provide a moment of hope either that or end up like a crack head asking for some thug loving yea mon
Did I mention that since I'm going to get an iPhone (for free I might add plus I gotta pay the sister) that now my porn will be beginning to go supernova well it's more like me ME what? Well for starters I might have fun with my I thing really go nuts but I got responsiblites like calling or not waste minutes. Okay so I'm going to be wasting time on my electronic device going bonkers for boobs or continue to use some dating apps (free ones) getting a girl something til that happens nothing but comics comics comics comics comics comics comics COMICS you know times like this I'd wish to god I could've been a smooth talker make that a smooth taking comic book writing Casanova type.
No matter how many times I keep going back to this chick's site (oh this is my final log) it seems only then I keep getting into trouble do to my prevertic habits it's a sad waste I mean come on I need to grow up a bit when it comes to women oh well. Here's to my favorite jersey cosplayer so she may get a little judgmental when certain people act the fool or talking about women's rights nerdy style but though and though she always had my attention and she always will and forever be a classy lady even though she denied it and accuse everybody of being selfish I truly believe she's an old soul well it's half..... Farewell computer cowboy oh before I go just want to point out that since I was at her site I've gotten some good conventions line up well only one comes to mind but it's really far and this is why I need to stop going to comic cons cause if I don't I'll probably buy out the entire comic section only then the funnybooks will become my horder's hell don't want that.
Oh one more thing I need to stop watching the b-movies they're getting on my nerves but more then that I'm trying to be more like the writers from marvel and somewhat dc writing ridiculous crap about mad scientists machines that give people or genetic engineering (old school style) I'm trying my best to really get myself on the side of the Christmas spirit or perhaps focusing on my energies to go back to school. Well enough of education I need to really get on the dating track I'm turning 30 and it's time for me to really get a woman I know it's going to be hell for me and troubles ahead but I need this I really do alight I gotta go peace out homies.
This is really dumb and tiedous but I need to say this but again this is my swan song........... I'm inspired by the gi joes and action man (90's version) for some military action but to the point it really cuts a piece of me that I haven't done any soldiering but I guess I'm not exactly soldier anything I want to be a hacker but that cyber ship has sailed so now I'm just a fat bum I mean I got a home but none of the wild stuff so I'm a guest at a cop's house well not exactly it's my sister's home he thinks he owns the joint to a limit still I do want some meaning in my life meaning what meaning? Here I'am doing the legit thing working in a supermarket isn't what I call civilian work but it pays fuck it one of these days I'll become a cyber legend til then I'm just a sad & lonely old virgin trying to figure out his place in the world speaking of international I'm trying to learn all I can from a character called kidd (a fictional character) but still I want to be prepare enough of this longing to be anything crap I'm still on grocery thing just a bagger making it 9 to 5 but I know something good is coming my way part of me wants to get a bigger pay so I can get more reprints but I'm trying to better myself being a loner just sucks but I want to do something good in my life just this one time. Well so long buddies.
I'm pretty much a madman when it comes to music (more like me being obsessed with music magazines) I'm trying to stop that in fact I need to put end to my musical publications it's not like I hate music or anything if I don't have a magazine to guide me to the latest artists talk about being all tuned up for the band...... Enough of this nonsense I gotta watch this Viking flick staring the tv version of hannibal I can see why he got cast on the hit NBC show that's right no more blogging.
This is my last stop on blogging emotionally.................... Listening to the cowboy bebop soundtrack especially the track farewell blues it got me to think about my life well not so much my life but my final days how would I retire how does retirement affect me things like that but to the point it seems now I really gotta think about the future especially careers I believe now I should go back to school get my degree work for marvel comics part of me needs that education so I can pursue my lifelong dream the other part wants to have a life go party make bad decisions bang lots of chicks but I'm too husky for that I'm already at the terminal going away forever I love my family but I need to say good-bye but to what? I have no clue but I'll know that as soon as I do get everything settle I'm going to make sure do I'll be having the time of my life (health wise) I hate to say this but my niece's right I do smell like an old fart I mean I clean myself practically everyday I guess at the end one has to realize that maybe transformation is the way to go........ No I like change but these days change is too dangerous anywho I gotta go mañana wednesday thursday I work early then usual but hey I need the pesos and if anyone reading this and that part of me getting old is this.... I fear I might be hoarder why you ask is simple I'm insane for comics especially the reprints and once I get a place then if I ever lose it I might order online comics comics comics and more COMICS then my nice home will be toxic city no good for me or anybody else which is why I'm going to get laid (for the love of god) I need sex I try my best to exercise something to away all this bacon also I need to deal with the 17-18 year old thing okay that last one was weird enough. No more bitchy blogging
This is it my closing...... I already tried to deal with my opening hedonism it's sad really I hate it when trying to express yourself sexually with a woman never happens I'm just a smelly old timer waiting on days to work so I can collect the cash really heartbreaking stuff. Well it's Sunday I helped already this kid outside so yea I'm starting to rot a bit but it goes to show about hard work which I need to deal with sex and all it's forms so for now I'm doing my best to keep the beast contain god that's code for a rapist oh man I need a shrink badly but to my point I've been looking at pretty women from actressess to models to athletes to alternatives but no matter what I'm still girl crazy which is why I need a better job a better secure place somewhere in the office well that's that so long.
One final thing...... Since I just watch an episode of bebop about a familiar female character's past and also the future of delivery C.O.D I wonder how crazy it be if I order things online then a flying robot delivers them to you for me it's reprints and trust yours truly if I get delivery after delivery my entire home will be like a garage sale but that won't happen if only I was magnetic like Patrick Jane just be a charmer well here's to nerdy boys become men. Before I go just wanted to say that I needed to go to a party okay so I'am an outsider but despite of this I'm still a kid at heart a prevy kid none of the less but still I like to be stylish and more that well sayonya niños
This is only in December... Remember what I said about me going to every comic shop cross country well it's half lies and half truths two comic shops I want to go to so badly both in the NYC but I want to do this I should've done this Manhattan comic shopping thing years ago if I had the odd jobs when I was a kid surburbian children watch out lots of dough could've made an account after that the rest of cash some clothes maybe a few sneaks but then comics comics and comics okay so I'm a maniac for the funnybooks sue me I have no social life I hang out with my brother so yea I need a change big time but still I need to do the New York comic book stuff if only I had place in gotham next to a comic shop good god I need to get laid pronto.
This is from the heart for the very last time......... I realize sex is more then just bump n grind more then one night stands it's a crazy war and the boys are losing I see why some guys just quit have a family and the rest well they're thinking they still cool......... After 40. Here I'am still beat no female in sight about to go to work while it's almost raining like cats & dogs out there I truly have a sad existence but the worse part in all of this some people still think I'm a kid even though I look kinda old they still treat me like I was ten whatever I'm tired of the family drama when the time is right I get mines if I ever do get a goverment check every week (maybe). Til the next ride.
Just a quickie...... Did I mention that I'm into scream queens it's true but my problem is since I'm acting like a crazed fiend my energetic charm has drop to zero so I'm screwed but this one screamer has got me curious and she looks like Wendy the hooker from breaking bad okay I'm a dick for saying that really but call me crazy I gotta feeling that Maria the scream queen and I might do a scene together and the reason I'm curious about her is cause and this is where you say junior you've loss your damn mind is because she has a comic collection so yea I want a girl who collects comics I've been wanting that for a long time who knows maybe I might meet some b-movie actresses who has a whole lot of funnybooks in their homes maybe (but someday I will and when that day comes I can be truly happy) but of course I can always meet a scream queen in the showers if I get a part. All righty now it's the time I'll ask a grown up to help me on my path to the relationship world....... No I think I'be just asking my dad if he still knows some people nah I let nature takes it's course and if I do meet said comic girl I probably get emotional (really emotional now that's loser stuff) well good night chicas.
A hole terminal........... I smell like a zombie but to my point I think I should quit my job well part of me wants to but the other part (the common sense one) saids no let's face it I don't have other jobs to choose from as for money don't ask just right this second I just order two reprints I've got eighty-eight dollars left my life is completely wasted........ So I'm a whiner what else it's new I gotta work soon and it's gonna snow later on til the next day I tell you having a job is the worse thing a chubby youngster like myself could have all I do is bag bag bag and bag at lease I learn safety screw it I'll know one of these days I'm going to get the big payoff I want to do the lottery but I'm not heavy into that ah forget it I have to live with my consequences like everybody else hopefully then I could meet a girl (like from marvel working at marvel) alight I just want to meet a girl that's all god I suck at saying what I want okie dokie farewell.
I'm at the casino my last slot job............... So here's the thing I know this is my last time working and such but I need to look at the big picture.... I'm getting way too old for groceries sometimes I envy the life of hannibal lecter so yea he's a cannibal (a stylish one at that) but you have to admit he's surprising youthful at 80 and yet he continues to scare generation after generation but that's not what I'm impress about him I'm impress just cause he's a traveller learn a couple of things and after the age of 40 was successful that's what I want to be successful more then a success story I want some ladies to take notice I know I'll be healthy I'm not exactly piging out these days but still I gotta be athletic being able to do things instead of being a stinker half the time by then if I reach sixty I'm a whole new man so I'll never be a society magnet or anything like that but at lease I can have fun maybe go out party a bit that sort of thing. Now that right there that's my kinda of retirement so doctor lecter has the girl of his dreams and living happily internationally and for me well I'm not exactly a killer shrink with an appetite for flesh but if I do meet a "trailer park white trash" (very attractive by the way) we going to have lots of laughs and who knows an old timer like me could learn a few things from miss west virgina well I gotta go duty calls times like this I'd wish I was an international crook but I'm too wise for that act hasta la vista amigos just want to say that if I ever get cash from an unknown source me personally investment is the ticket for retirees me I'm half & half when it comes to money so I'll just use tiny sums to get me looking good (threads wise) among other things adios forever.
I hate the fact that I'm blogging like a zombie but I need to say this with all my passion...... I should've gone to MIT you see I'm watching an old movie from '03 the recruit with Colin Farrell and the great Al Pacino it goes to show now that if I was at school like that my life would've change for the better the sad part is I keep getting scared well now I have a plan for destiny but first things last I gotta go back to school and go there pronto okay so I'm not going to be an elite spy or anthing I'm just going to be a regular bland programmer fuck this is depressing why I'm watching a eleven year old spy flick with Michael Corleone of all people I gotta get some travel plans going something to relax me yeah I gotta go gonna check out the MIT see what they got perhaps more like if I was back to my teen self I could probably convice myself that I need to go to the institute of technology maybe then get me a girl graduate with honors yada yada yada yada yada yada oh hell yeah I want to be the ultimate success story later my niggas can't be blogging anymore.
I'm an asshole for this but this is really really really really really really really and REALLY my last time doing this blog garbage... I'm watching ed wood with the frightfully and awe-inspiring johnny depp the reason I brought up edward d wood jr was because he did some bad flicks a long time ago but that doesn't mean he was a bad director anyway my reason for this was cause one of his pics bride of the monster was a classic and it was due to bela lugosi's monstrous and charming performance as a mad scientist but that's not that it was the atomic stuff that got me interested if it wasn't for movies like that probably bruce banner and his alter ego wouldn't exist at all and of course because of Lugosi's mad experiments on radiation to turn people into monsters marvel had the same idea in mind for the hulk and his gamma foes saw the movie on youtube plan to stay away from the Ed Wood stuff I mean I saw bride of the monster a few times well not in it's entirely yup okie doike gotta go byebye stop blogging stop it forever.
I'm a dumbass for this blogging..... I just saw the last episode of person of interest really terrifying it goes to show that having a god like AI to guide humanity a very bad idea most importantly the mortals will suffer gravely due to the AI's ideas and strategies on what to do with the human race...... But I'm going to say this never in this century if I had the brain to do cyber tech would never be involved with artificial intelligence even if they paid the big bucks I'll never do it. In all fairness I should've done the VR social network thing like playstation home but that the ship is sailing it's last cruise yeah okay then I gots to go mañana I work then Thursday is my last shift yup beddy time so long aufwiedersehn farewell and no more music magazines really really fucking with my head (tiny bits)
Burning in hell for this no more freakin blogging........ Last night I got emotionally mixed when I wrote about A.I's in truth I was kinda bummed yesterday see I wrote about myself being a deviant keeping on the prevert role it such a downer really it is I keep being freaky too much when I see women mostly the teeny boppers it goes to show now I need help both from the goverment and mental services what I'm doing really I keep coming back here bitching and moaning about the most useless things in essence I need to be cool gotta be like Steve McQueen Bruce Lee (now lee that man had essence a whole lot) which is why I'm focussing on myself to get in shape if you dummies are reading this asking yourself why? Well last night I was reading about iron fist got some ideas so yeah my kung fu sucks when I mean is lousy did karate when I was a kid didn't pan out still I did a martal art so here I'am a bagboy loser whining about love and other stuff about life so yeah I need help I want to deal with this once and for all. That was tough but I needed to say it oh as for marvel getting ideas from b-movies back in the day well it's half truths and half lies but still if Ed Wood were alive today and see this comic stuff on screen he probably have some ideas I love marvel always have and forever will be that's how you have passion for the business you want to be in hell yes I want to do the marvel thing damn it I'm making a vow right here and now I'm going to get back to the ECC school really need to try okay now I need help for this maybe I'll see junior and ask him about business stuff or someone who knows the comic business all righty I'm an asshole for being too dumb for asking about the company oh man I need to get laid I hope that right there that can be my miracle or might a chick named miracle oh man times like this I'd wish to god that I can just go back to whippany in my younger self be a good boy get good grades go to vo tech something only then I can go to the ECC with no mistakes then probably join the military if I had the leg muscles (make that muscular endurance) and the will to survive soldiering couldn't been a "lethal weapon" heh heh heh heh yea my life sucks well I gotta go no more blogging but I just keep checking out my shit from time to time to reflect on what decisions I could've made (maybe) adiós chicas.
This so last minute but I gotta do this really this is my "off to the sunset" moment..... I'm watching the real world and I gots to say it's fucking with me badly most of the time I'm ducking MTV I mean it's no longer what I thought it should be you know like crazy spring break antics but none of this it's now replaced by generation agape it goes to show that maybe love is the way anyway I'm watching this new version of real world where the housemates have to deal with people from their past (heartbreaking)....... So now since I'm watching seven strangers in a house I've gone back to MTV myth status more like me wanting to go to the real world no not really I just want to go there to get some poo tang but I'm not so gung-ho these days is it me or I'm becoming more like my sister when she was a kid watching music television but I watch music tv too like celebrity deathmatch god I miss that show and a bunch of others but still I need some excitement back into my life ok here's some facts about me.... I'm thifty I mean I got a small amount of clothing but I wash my stuff once in a blue second I'm a fanboy love the comics with an intensity that right there is romantic but that word doesn't apply but still I got passion and most of all I'm funny (crazy funny) and people love that well only to a few okie dokie that's me. God I need a girl and suddenly now and this is going to be my plan when I turn thirty-five I'm going to go to the real world in LA or NY or LV or SF so many cities good lord I need help omg I'm turning into a rage bitch like the online gamer well I gotta go you know something I should've done the MTV thing a century ago maybe then I could've been a somebody in a neighborhood of nobodies probably get laid big time yeah well auf wiedersehen forever damn you mtv for making me like you again.
Okay now I'm a sad fanboy I don't have skills to "woo" the ladies in fact I suck as a Don Juan pretty much Virgin territory is me it's such a wasteful existence I know but come on whose going to be with a guy like me especially since I'm hairier then robin williams (R.I.P) but still I need something to be alive really alive it goes to show now that I should've done things in my own way but the path to adventure isn't so interesting for me I'm not exactly a risk taker in fact I'm inactive there's no jeopardies in my life no affection from any females in my area as a matter of fact the flame has died so here I'am being an MTV kid again still I gotta take a chance on lust (love is really a bad word for me maybe mark's right saying the l word is too much) word well peace niggas okay now I'm pissed that the six pack abs guys are getting all the pussy and I'm still a Mitch for not being man enough to handle a woman do you think the real world people could handle me (maybe maybe not) or I can mindfuck them no that's not me I'm too much of a pussy to get into people's faces okie dokie I'm more of a people person then a pest sayonara suckers 2pac forever.
I'm a really depressed fanboy and again this my last bullshit for the year............... Those North Korean hackers finally got what they wanted no spoofing of Kim Jung Eun to premiere anywhere really sad right there and ps home shutting down blah blah blah blah blah blah blah this is why I should've done the MTV thing when I was 19 or something to get me outta this nerdy hell but screw it you know had some good times on the network envisioned what I needed for said apartment if I ever got one but it's fool's gold what I meant network I meant playstation okay man this is my last time working til next week. A dead end job that makes no sense a crisis of faith and A reason to kill yourself forget it I make no sense but it's true about the job it's pretty much dead end for me but I can't give up you know I'm a bit of pessimist every time when I got no plans for the future the bitch comes out and "rages" so now I'm just going to tell my sister the truth I want to go back to school and get my diploma but I need to take the bus but I got no money (hardly) still it's gonna be tough but I need this really really do...... I'm lonely I'm in pain and plus this blog shit is starting to get to me so yeah I want to go back in school start my life anew yeah I want that I wanna it a whole lot well I gotta go this is really my last time blogging and I think it's time I should drive a car that's going to be so funny yup well hasta la byebye oh man I'd wish to god I can bang one of the real world female cast members again fool's gold.
Okay I'm sex crazed fanboy and this is me not coming to blog like forever....... So here's the situation I got this thing for a pornstar more like she's the only pornstar I can think of anywho she's into cosplay (a whole lot) but conventions are her thing and conventions is where is it you see I'm starting to be more and more creepy because I want to meet her and all but I can't do that in fact this is gonna be funny but I tried to sworn off sex I know Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha right but still I need to do the right thing over here. Oh boy I suck at this really I do this is my problem I keep going after the geeky chicks it don't matter if they're pornstars or anything else but I keep being a dick because I want to fuck just like everybody else it's sad you know the other night there was a party (at my job) but I chicken out guess I wasn't in the partying mood it goes to show now I want to go out do stuff it pisses me off that I keep hanging out with my brother (I got some of my friends now his friends) but still a dude like me needs activity the smut is getting to me it's been getting to me since the beginning like I said before I should've done the MTV thing I blame myself for being well more then childlike I blame me for being a creature of habit okay bad choices you beat me now I gotta make it right before I go just wanted to say that since I'm interested in tanya tate (yeah people that tanya tate) I wanted to meet her badly maybe talk nerdy well that ship has long been gone yup I gotta go really need to change hasta la byebye I'm really really really really really not blogging here anymore just check out my shit that's all so long.
Just a sidebar....... Okie dokie it seems to me that money has become a problem it has been since I was a kid I keep spending too much and my mom's right I should save but the situation is I need the singles for the bus it sucks and it sickens me but I gotta earn&save I could try moving to New York they've got some great programs to help out a welfare schumck like me be settled to be honest I'm smart but not too smart that's why I need help I mean my sister is a good negotiator but at times she does have a busy schedule like I said I need to earn&save god these buses I take sometimes are stressful pains you really need to learn driving well I gotta go my sidebar is almost over but before I go just wanted to point out that since I want to be by myself in my own apartment if I ever get a section 8 or something I promise myself I can try to be mr clean around the place..... Ok here's the thing I'm still a raging prev and I need sex so I can stop being a pill to some people oh man times like this I'd wish to god I could've been like Walter O'Brien or more hacker smart to get the cash but I'll just crash and burn so yea I need to be an adult right now. No more fraking blogging
This is my end to all my blogging shit.......... It seems to me now then ever I gotta go to the Empire State and it's the empire that can give me everything and thus begin my career as a storm trooper but still I need to get away from jersey and the porn among other things I got a cop in law out for my blood since I screwed with him a couple of times my job is going nowhere and to top it off my sister is half&half on my social security so yeah I gotta this New York thing but not yet first things first I need a plan and a good one second convice my dad in the Bronx to help me out and finally talk to somebody in the five broughs that can give me a place and other items well that's that so I need to go away forever before I take my bow just wanted to say that I'm disappointed on one alix lakehurst this cupcake was on my head the longest and she gone nowhere to be seen because of her I go to these b movie sites courtesy of her own site now in cyberspace heaven in fact I'm the only fat guy to have a crush on a pot bellied girl (she's pretty I give her that) but still man come on but I give her credit she stared in a couple of flicks (straight to DVD I might add) and plus she's done some work on the porn pretty much she's a b-movie queen a real queen in the underground film circuit okie dokie I gots to go so I'll say feliz navidad and happy new year and a special thanks to marvel cause of the writers like stan lee that see lots of flicks especially the b-movies that give us the heroes we've got today so thank-you marvel comics thank you and another seventy-five years for making more heroes diverse energetic unique intriguing and bold thanks for making the heroes come alive.
This is short notice that's all..... I've hit rock bottom litterly I just piged out on bacon just yesterday and now I'm not feeling so good well that's not true I had a good day today just went to the bank deposit my cash into my checking and just washed my clothes but all in all I acted like a psycho when it comes to food but I gotta lose the fat I walk alot pratically walking is like running on a treadmill for me the sweat and tears. Well that's it I know one of these days and god I hope so but by then this little piggy is going to the gym very soon and get the proper food treatment (healthwise) yea gots to go hopefully someday if I'm up to it and truly energetic I can do the ironman thing (maybe).
Oh one more thing since I ate like a hamburglar part of me needs a system to calm myself but I need a chill pill........ Okay here's the thing I need something exciting for 2015 something to leave my mark on the 2000's but yeah I need something but it'll come to me (eventually).
This one is my last I assure you....... So here's the thing last night I order another reprint from marvel now I'm fucked it goes to show that now since my eating is a problem now money is too damn it man that speech about saving&earning really gotten to me like I was on the right track screw it this is it for me when I get the big bucks then I can do whatever I want. Personally since I started working as a bagger my mood went up and I hate being fat no that's not it I mean yeah I hate being a chubby guy but still I need currency and lots of it I'm tried of not being responsible for my well-being this aggression needs to stop well it's Christmas Eve and I'm working don't get me started on Christmas Day it's a bummer that one has to work on the holidays but hey you need that paycheck and besides I'm a good sport about this so when in Rome so I gotta go just want to say that though I want to make a good decision on me moving out but like I said I need a strategy yup a very brilliant one peace.
This one is for Christmas only...I've just seen the interview and I love that movie especially gay jokes (gay jokes galore) anywho since it's X-mas and all I wanted to say my peace for instantce I always wanted to be a writer and if I ever wrote a series of books worse case scenario I might use really clear pool balls to explain to the publisher this is a number of novels I want to do moving on since watching the interview maybe I should join up with a newscast if only I could learn a few things about the media (god I gotta back to school) well on the lighter side I did my three days now I can relax part of me wants to go to hoarder mode and get more reprints but I don't want to do so I'm happy that I saw a flick that a bunch of hackers screwed up....... You know it's true about me I keep to myself in fact I've been introverted all my life I think it's time for me to really start over I got nothing to do and I still want to do fun activities I know one of these days if I'm up to it I do want to move out out of my sister's so I can do my own thing it's gonna be tough but it's the only way I want to have a relationship instead of spanking the monkey every twenty seconds and lastly I want to have sex not just cause I'm a little kid on steroids it's just this once I want to feel something Something that connects well I gotta go mañana I gots to pay the sister I hate walking but a chubby dude like me needs the strength to get on up adiós.
Post Christmas Madness final time......I'm crazy today more like shock therapy anywho just watched Clive Barker's night breed very scary very interesting story on difference since watching that flick I thought to myself on my craziness if I was able to kill I think as a society we've tried to surpress our animalistic behavior be normal since watching the news of the killing of those two officers part of me hates the fact that two good guys where murdered cause of another person died at the hands of the police I'm not trying to be political here I'm just giving my two cents I'd wish to god I could've been a cop maybe show people that not all cops are scary and carry guns to show dominance but I'm not exactly police issue due to my weight among other things it's such a lonely life for a wannabe like me but I learned that being different is a good thing (sometimes bad) well I gotta go Friday is over since it's midnight on the dot just wanted to say that I want to be forgiven it's strange since watching that movie it talk about forgiveness the lead character thinks he's a killer and wants to be remorse still I'm not a bad guy and being forgiven for what I mean what I did was kid stuff but still I did bad things moving on also pointing out I hate pinball well more like the design it's just I like comics and well if I ever do a comic probably use the pinball machines pics to guide me on how many issues I can do really sad nerdy stuff over here. And finally I got some pesos out half goes to my sister and the other goes to my bus fare yup 2015 is going to be a fascinating year hopefully by then I can find me a chickedde (maybe) god I need to do the meetup thing yea meetup website gotta do that soon.
One more bit........ It seems now I need a little panache I mean it's okay to be a bit flamboyant but I wasn't much a stylist growing up it's a pain to really discover who you are when you get some fancy clothes to go with your recently discovered personality as dexter always said "tonight's the night" well it goes both ways that this night is where you get burned and this is why I need to go out you see with some panache and charisma I can finally be a smooth operator but first I gotta deal with some stuff (very painful stuff) yea I want to be a night owl but like I said I'm not in the partying mood these days. Well I think it's time.... Time for what? Forget it I'm a stinking oldboy this is where I bitch and moan about myself for being a prevert but not going to you see I realize now I gotta be more determined to get my education and get a real job like I said panache well I'm leaving just need to point out that if I where a time traveler so many choices to choose from if I wanted to change my surroundings but I was go back to being the odd man out by the time I'm fourty I'm still odd and still prevy which is why I need to do this school thing very soon or something else if I can figure that one out. Good bye 2014.
I'am the biggest dumbass for doing this and again this is my last ride......... Yesterday my brother went to see an old friend one of the oldest and mind you he's changed in a couple of years anywho between the visit and me watching a forgotten tv show from the ghosts of mtv's past I think now I'm becoming obessed with nostalgic tastes of mine like trying to get rid of my virginty couldn't done that when I was sixteen if observers saw what I was doing probably I would've really end up in the nervous hospital for good I want to be more then some 30 to 40ish man child obsessing about comics and all I keep being a jerk that has to stop it's time I take some responsibility I'm sick and tired of me being a 24/7 deviant I gotta let go "let it go" if it's the same......... The same ol same yea I gotta move out it's sad to say this but life at my sister's isn't that great I pretty much a sucker if I believe a sad story I can't let people jerk me around so I don't know what to do. All my friends are gone I'm the last one left the last of the special ed kids the bad seeds no one wants in their regular schools I know why pat oswalt refused to grow up in that big fan movie he's still a big kid that didn't want to be an adult An adult with problems like everybody else I don't wanna be like that I can't stomach it really a depressing life not for me I'm not the greatest cook but I cook a bit I'm not that much of a neat freak but I clean and I'm pretty much frugal when it comes to clothes but I take it to be clean every time well sometimes so yea yea yea yea yea. Alrighty then I explain why I'm a Mitch hell yes I need a lady friend in my life big time okie dokie boppers stay fresh and no more blogging like a dummy.
A brand new year same crap.......I thought that maybe I'll get lucky this year but no I keep continuing the same porno hound get rich die trying be a dick to everybody path it's so not good for me I mean there was a time...No time like the present I screwed up I let myself be fooled by my version of life in general I've got five months left til I hit the big 3-0 I told my mom that I ask about certain positions at my job but I don't have the courage to ask I'm still stuck in the enteral nostalgic era of 2000 so yeah I want to change really change in a big way gotta go
So... You've been here talking to yourself for months? Lol.
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